| its been a while |
[Mar. 24th, 2006|11:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i have bird flu | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ensiferum - "Little Dreamer" | ] |
hey, so i havent updated this thing in a long while. basically, last night was great. i played a show at tom hamill's house. a lot of other good bands played as well. like the other kids! REPRESENT! needless to say, it was sweet. i think i got bird flu cuz i dont feel so sweet this morning, which is lame. but we all know what the cure for bird flu is! heh heh. i might be doin some more acoustic solo shows in the future, its so much fun. ohh, buy a ticket to the rock off on April 8th from me! $10! do it up! i might have some pics from the show last night. maybe. dunno. posibly. i'm bored. tired. and sick. lame. jason legassie.
-Dean |
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| One Thought. One Word. One love. |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|10:51 pm] |
This is his own obsession
This is his one free trial
Walking, he sees her
She smiles, he looks away
It’s always the same thing
Nothing changes
It is a secret, but everyone knows
There’s a hidden fire burning slowly
Slowly going out
Days pass
Weeks pass
Months pass
A year goes by
Finally he tells her of the love he has
His scarlet letter gone unoticed
She takes a second to think
Looking back she sees the signs
Looking back she sees the reasons why
Why she can't live without him
Why she can't sleep without him
Reasons why she’s still alive
All the reasons why her heart beats inside
And reminicence shows her one true fate
Her future with the man who falls awake
A life of loveing, together they will stay
Together burning an eternal flame |
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| Rip out the wings of a butterfly |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|03:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  not sure | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Gamits - "Last of the Mullets" | ] |
So some bad things going down lately. Not so great. But I'm still gonna try this. This week kinda sucks but is kinda good at the same time. Next week will be better. We have a big show on the 25th! ANd the 24th is Thanksgiving, which'll be good. Basically I need a little up lifting. We'll see what happens. God bless. |
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| Up |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|06:24 am] |
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| Boys speak in rythm, girls in code... |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anberlin - "Foreign Language" | ] |
Your name:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw eachother:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
Do I curse:
Do I believe in God:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression of upon meeting me:
Color of my eyes:
Do I have any siblings:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:
What's my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
Have you ever seen me cry:
If there were one good nickname for me what would it be:
Are my parents still together:
If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me:
Have you ever hugged me:
Have you ever kissed me:
Have you ever wished you did:
Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:
What is my favorite food:
Have you ever had a crush on me:
What's your favorite memory of me:
What is my worst habit:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring: |
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| In his heart he's thinking that he's ours |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ours (Jimmy Gnecco) - "I Ran Away To Tell The World" | ] |
Yesterday was alright for the most part. School was good. Had a substitute in Bio, so all we did was watch a video, and I lit Tino's shirt on fire. Then he burned my forehead. Haha, good times. He tried to light my shirt on fire, but couldnt, so he tried to light everything else i had on. Haha. In English, all we did was like write this paragraph about the Cruicble and then we just talked about some random stuff. In math i sat, and ppl like threw shit everywhere. Well, not actually shit, but like, paper, candy, and a condom. Study was fun, Gilbert Prescott, Zach Cashman, and I put flyers for the Nov 25th show everywhere. We flyered every other locker in a few hallways. And then, not even 5 minutes later, Dunn tore EVERY one of em dowN!!! LAMMMME!! And in American Studies, we did something but I forget. Man, I love Jones. Hes so good. THEN LATER!!! When I got home, I called up A. Pastore about some band practice, so he and A. Dixon came over. We jammed for a good 4 hours. Glorious times. BUT!!!! Anthony P gave me some really shitty info that pretty much ruined my whole day/last 4 years of my life. So I got really pissed and wrecked my old drum set. After that, I felt a little better, then we kept talking about that, and how I couldnt believe what he was saying. THen, we rumaged through the closets, cupboards, and everything else holding something inside and we ate food. And then we went upstairs and talked to ppl on AIM. Anthony D decided hed be a dick and start talking to ppl on my sn and say stupid immature perverted things. Not really that cool. After that, we just hung out and played more music. Then around 9 they left. Leaving me homew alone kinda depressed. Not the best thing to do. But dont worry, I didnt do anything stupid. I just watched some TV, and talked to ppl on AIM. I really need to get out and do more stuff. So yeah, today was pretty cool. Just jammed with Mark, Matt, and Gilbert from Absence of The Sun. Really good times!!! Oh man, i have to do that again. I screamed so hard. It wasnt that bad. We wrote some kick ass shit! Then I jumped on drums and did some screams, and Gil took over on lead vox. He has actually gotten not as bad at it. Now i'm listening to Jimmy Gnecco and trying to make plans for tonight/tomorow. I want out of this house!! So yeah, who wants to chill? |
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| Really sad right now. |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|09:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nevea Tears - "Sky of London" | ] |
RIGHT NOW...
1 MINUTE AGO: wondering how I could love someone who i hate so much
1 HOUR AGO: hanging out with Anthony D
1 YEAR AGO: no idea
I LOVE: playing shows, listening to music, spending time with friends
I HATE: beung depressed. a girl who makes me depressed.
I FEAR: being alone
I HOPE: i find someone who loves me like i love her
I FEEL: hdepressed
I HIDE: my feelings
I DRIVE: nothing
I MISS: happiness
I('m) LEARN(ing): to be more open
I NEED: to find a job
I THINK: i need love
FIRSTS..
First screen name: dudemanrox123 (haha)
First piercing/tattoo: none
First credit card: none
First enemy: uh, this kid named Greg I think
First concert: 98 degrees (FUCK YES!!)
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Beatles
Last big car ride: show in Londonderry NH
Last kiss: never been kissed
Last movie seen: 5 days to midnight
Last food consumed: cheez-its
Last phone call: Steve
Last CD played: Howie Day
Last drink drank: iced tea
Last time scolded: dad, yelling at me over probly nothing, like every hour.
SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: depressed
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: stress and hatrid
I WISH: that ppl would wait til they actually get to know me before judging me.
I HATE: her
I WONDER: if this will ever pass.
I ACHE: everywhere
I ALWAYS: talk to ppl
I DANCE: at shows, and in the privacy of my home.
I SING: in my band, in the car, in the halls, in my room, everywhere prety much.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: so sad
I WRITE: stories, poems, and songs
I WIN: at nothing
I LOSE: at sports
I CONFUSE: a lot of ppl
I SHOULD: be more outgoing
FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 17
COLOR: red and black
DAYS: friday
MONTH: october
SONG(S): anything by coheed.
DRINK: iced tea
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yeah
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah, some cds
GOTTEN SICK? yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yeah
SAID 'i love you'?: yeah
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: dont have one.
MISSED AN EX?: dont have one.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: if this counts, yeah.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yeah, few ppl. |
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| tragedy has spoken when your mother speaks |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | As Cities Burn - "Admission Regret" | ] |
so yeah. lately, things havent been going so great. i found out some stuff that i'm not so happy about. i wish that all of this would stop. i wish, i wish, i wish. god, why is it all like this? why? why? why?
Anyways, i've been hard at work on my new solo album "the millionth mile to tragedy park" so far, its going pretty well. i have the first 5 songs completed. it's gonna be so sweet. yeah, its like a concept album about a guy named Eyons who has strange visions. one is of a woman who he has never met before. another is of his mother being killed. the most essential to the story though, is a dream of the end of the world. each of these dreams come to him very often and at first he is not sure what they mean, but as the story unfolds, it starts to make sense. in the year 2012 a man named Alfred Kennzington is put into office as the president. but he tries to make changes within the laws of the country. and then complete chaos come to the country. no one realizes it at first, but that was his plan. after the first year of chaos, he says that he has an idea of how to reach world peace. he tells them that he is the messiah, but everything in the bible is false and the truth lies within him. he tells them that heaven and hell do not exist. and all that exists is us. so basically thats what is happening politically. anyway, two years after this, Eyons begins his first year of college and meets a beautiful girl named Erusael. he spends a lot of time with her and eventually, he notices something strangly familiar about her, but he cant place it. until 11:47 on July 17th. at that time, Eyons has a very long and thorough dream. this dream includes the three previous dreams that he had years ago, but he puts them all together, like some sort of puzzle. he awakes and finds a sleeping Erusael next to him. he tries to wake her, but as he puts his hand on her head, he has a vision. in this vision, Erusael is standing on the top of a building with her hands lifted to the sky. in her left hand is a small necklace, and on this necklace is a cross. as she holds her hands to the sky, 2 lights shoot down from the sky, and looks as though they are going inside of her hands, within seconds, Erusael falls to her knees crying, and begins speaking words of another language. it seems as though she is in the middle of a prayer, and before she can finish, something stops and, and she falls down dead. this vision frightens Eyons, so he takes his hands off of Erusael's head, and runs into the bathroom and locks the door and falls to the floor in tears.
pretty much, thats all i'm gonna say now. this is basically a story of love, and the end of the world. it's gonna be good, i promise. anyway, i have nothing to do at all other than finish up song 6. anyone wanna do something? im me, metalmaster44 |
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| YES! |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|12:10 pm] |
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AIMLESS DRIVE SHOW TONIGHT AT THE STATION 6PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $7!!!!!!! GO!!!! |
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