I see her almost every day, but cant look in her eyes

its been a while

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 16:50:01 GMT

hey, so i havent updated this thing in a long while. basically, last night was great. i played a show at tom hamill's house. a lot of other good bands played as well. like the other kids! REPRESENT! needless to say, it was sweet. i think i got bird flu cuz i dont feel so sweet this morning, which is lame. but we all know what the cure for bird flu is! heh heh. i might be doin some more acoustic solo shows in the future, its so much fun. ohh, buy a ticket to the rock off on April 8th from me! $10! do it up! i might have some pics from the show last night. maybe. dunno. posibly. i'm bored. tired. and sick. lame. jason legassie.
-Dean

One Thought. One Word. One love.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:52:47 GMT

This is his own obsession
This is his one free trial
Walking, he sees her
She smiles, he looks away
It’s always the same thing
Nothing changes
It is a secret, but everyone knows
There’s a hidden fire burning slowly
Slowly going out
Days pass
Weeks pass
Months pass
A year goes by
Finally he tells her of the love he has
His scarlet letter gone unoticed
She takes a second to think
Looking back she sees the signs
Looking back she sees the reasons why
Why she can't live without him
Why she can't sleep without him
Reasons why she’s still alive
All the reasons why her heart beats inside
And reminicence shows her one true fate
Her future with the man who falls awake
A life of loveing, together they will stay
Together burning an eternal flame

AIMLESS DRIVE!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:01:26 GMT

Rip out the wings of a butterfly

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 20:57:07 GMT

So some bad things going down lately. Not so great. But I'm still gonna try this. This week kinda sucks but is kinda good at the same time. Next week will be better. We have a big show on the 25th! ANd the 24th is Thanksgiving, which'll be good. Basically I need a little up lifting. We'll see what happens. God bless.

Up

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 11:24:17 GMT

Boys speak in rythm, girls in code...

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:28:13 GMT

Your name:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw eachother:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

Do I curse:

Do I believe in God:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Color of my eyes:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

Have you ever seen me cry:

If there were one good nickname for me what would it be:

Are my parents still together:

If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me:

Have you ever hugged me:

Have you ever kissed me:

Have you ever wished you did:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

What's your favorite memory of me:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:

In his heart he's thinking that he's ours

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 21:24:45 GMT

Yesterday was alright for the most part. School was good. Had a substitute in Bio, so all we did was watch a video, and I lit Tino's shirt on fire. Then he burned my forehead. Haha, good times. He tried to light my shirt on fire, but couldnt, so he tried to light everything else i had on. Haha. In English, all we did was like write this paragraph about the Cruicble and then we just talked about some random stuff. In math i sat, and ppl like threw shit everywhere. Well, not actually shit, but like, paper, candy, and a condom. Study was fun, Gilbert Prescott, Zach Cashman, and I put flyers for the Nov 25th show everywhere. We flyered every other locker in a few hallways. And then, not even 5 minutes later, Dunn tore EVERY one of em dowN!!! LAMMMME!! And in American Studies, we did something but I forget. Man, I love Jones. Hes so good. THEN LATER!!! When I got home, I called up A. Pastore about some band practice, so he and A. Dixon came over. We jammed for a good 4 hours. Glorious times. BUT!!!! Anthony P gave me some really shitty info that pretty much ruined my whole day/last 4 years of my life. So I got really pissed and wrecked my old drum set. After that, I felt a little better, then we kept talking about that, and how I couldnt believe what he was saying. THen, we rumaged through the closets, cupboards, and everything else holding something inside and we ate food. And then we went upstairs and talked to ppl on AIM. Anthony D decided hed be a dick and start talking to ppl on my sn and say stupid immature perverted things. Not really that cool. After that, we just hung out and played more music. Then around 9 they left. Leaving me homew alone kinda depressed. Not the best thing to do. But dont worry, I didnt do anything stupid. I just watched some TV, and talked to ppl on AIM. I really need to get out and do more stuff. So yeah, today was pretty cool. Just jammed with Mark, Matt, and Gilbert from Absence of The Sun. Really good times!!! Oh man, i have to do that again. I screamed so hard. It wasnt that bad. We wrote some kick ass shit! Then I jumped on drums and did some screams, and Gil took over on lead vox. He has actually gotten not as bad at it. Now i'm listening to Jimmy Gnecco and trying to make plans for tonight/tomorow. I want out of this house!! So yeah, who wants to chill?

Really sad right now.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 03:00:11 GMT

RIGHT NOW...
1 MINUTE AGO: wondering how I could love someone who i hate so much
1 HOUR AGO: hanging out with Anthony D
1 YEAR AGO: no idea
I LOVE: playing shows, listening to music, spending time with friends
I HATE: beung depressed. a girl who makes me depressed.
I FEAR: being alone
I HOPE: i find someone who loves me like i love her
I FEEL: hdepressed
I HIDE: my feelings
I DRIVE: nothing
I MISS: happiness
I('m) LEARN(ing): to be more open
I NEED: to find a job
I THINK: i need love

FIRSTS..
First screen name: dudemanrox123 (haha)
First piercing/tattoo: none
First credit card: none
First enemy: uh, this kid named Greg I think
First concert: 98 degrees (FUCK YES!!)
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Beatles
Last big car ride: show in Londonderry NH
Last kiss: never been kissed
Last movie seen: 5 days to midnight
Last food consumed: cheez-its
Last phone call: Steve
Last CD played: Howie Day
Last drink drank: iced tea
Last time scolded: dad, yelling at me over probly nothing, like every hour.

SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: depressed
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: stress and hatrid
I WISH: that ppl would wait til they actually get to know me before judging me.
I HATE: her
I WONDER: if this will ever pass.
I ACHE: everywhere
I ALWAYS: talk to ppl
I DANCE: at shows, and in the privacy of my home.
I SING: in my band, in the car, in the halls, in my room, everywhere prety much.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: so sad
I WRITE: stories, poems, and songs
I WIN: at nothing
I LOSE: at sports
I CONFUSE: a lot of ppl
I SHOULD: be more outgoing

FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 17
COLOR: red and black
DAYS: friday
MONTH: october
SONG(S): anything by coheed.
DRINK: iced tea

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yeah
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah, some cds
GOTTEN SICK? yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yeah
SAID 'i love you'?: yeah
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: dont have one.
MISSED AN EX?: dont have one.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: if this counts, yeah.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yeah, few ppl.

tragedy has spoken when your mother speaks

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 19:50:10 GMT

so yeah. lately, things havent been going so great. i found out some stuff that i'm not so happy about. i wish that all of this would stop. i wish, i wish, i wish. god, why is it all like this? why? why? why?

Anyways, i've been hard at work on my new solo album "the millionth mile to tragedy park" so far, its going pretty well. i have the first 5 songs completed. it's gonna be so sweet. yeah, its like a concept album about a guy named Eyons who has strange visions. one is of a woman who he has never met before. another is of his mother being killed. the most essential to the story though, is a dream of the end of the world. each of these dreams come to him very often and at first he is not sure what they mean, but as the story unfolds, it starts to make sense. in the year 2012 a man named Alfred Kennzington is put into office as the president. but he tries to make changes within the laws of the country. and then complete chaos come to the country. no one realizes it at first, but that was his plan. after the first year of chaos, he says that he has an idea of how to reach world peace. he tells them that he is the messiah, but everything in the bible is false and the truth lies within him. he tells them that heaven and hell do not exist. and all that exists is us. so basically thats what is happening politically. anyway, two years after this, Eyons begins his first year of college and meets a beautiful girl named Erusael. he spends a lot of time with her and eventually, he notices something strangly familiar about her, but he cant place it. until 11:47 on July 17th. at that time, Eyons has a very long and thorough dream. this dream includes the three previous dreams that he had years ago, but he puts them all together, like some sort of puzzle. he awakes and finds a sleeping Erusael next to him. he tries to wake her, but as he puts his hand on her head, he has a vision. in this vision, Erusael is standing on the top of a building with her hands lifted to the sky. in her left hand is a small necklace, and on this necklace is a cross. as she holds her hands to the sky, 2 lights shoot down from the sky, and looks as though they are going inside of her hands, within seconds, Erusael falls to her knees crying, and begins speaking words of another language. it seems as though she is in the middle of a prayer, and before she can finish, something stops and, and she falls down dead. this vision frightens Eyons, so he takes his hands off of Erusael's head, and runs into the bathroom and locks the door and falls to the floor in tears.

pretty much, thats all i'm gonna say now. this is basically a story of love, and the end of the world. it's gonna be good, i promise. anyway, i have nothing to do at all other than finish up song 6. anyone wanna do something? im me, metalmaster44

YES!

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 16:11:04 GMT

AIMLESS DRIVE SHOW TONIGHT AT THE STATION 6PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $7!!!!!!! GO!!!!

Days are like pages of an unread book

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 23:40:15 GMT

So I'm totally deciding to like just move on from all this shit. I've put up with it too long. Maybe eventually someone will like me for what I am, and not the opposite. But who really cares? I'll tell you. No one. Now I'm thinking, maybe there is someone for me, and I just am going the wrong way. Anyway, we have a show this Saturday. Go if you love me.

-Dean

September 24th!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 22:52:57 GMT

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:48:58 GMT

Jena Malone = best/prettiest actress EVER!!! I WILL marry her one day!!! I WILL!!!!

Let's take it back to the part where we lost all we had right in the beginning

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 23:45:03 GMT

Alright, all the shows we were supposed to play this weekend have been cancelled. But we have a few in Sept schedualed and hopefully some later this month. Alright, I'm pretty lonely lately. All I do is work and then come home and chill. Nothing else. Somebody has to save me. By somebody, I mean you. Anytime anyone wants to hang out or anything, give me a call or IM me MetalMaster44 I'd love it. Hmm, looks like Mike and Steve are coming up from NH tomorow, that should be fun. Maybe you'd like to hang out with us? Heh, yeah. Hmm, I love HIM lately, listening to their music kinda brightens my day. Very emotional, and filled with love. Like me.
-Dean

When everything has died, why are you the one left standing?

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 12:04:10 GMT

Howdy. Yeah, not much has been going on lately. Been spending a lot of time writing new shit for the next AD cd and possibly an acoustic one from me and my friend Mike. That should be sweet. Yeah, I really miss a lot of my friends. Havent seen many people this summer, and that makes me sad. But, been playing a few shows. Which is always good. I'm actually singing a little with Absence of the Sun this Friday at the Station which will be hot. Hmmm, I'm still really lonely. And I hate it just being me. I want someone who I can love and will love me back. But maybe thats too much to ask for, and I am always going to be alone and depressed. Lately, I've been feeling really odd. Like, everyday I will as though something is wrong and at night I stay up extremely late just sitting and staring at absolutley nothing. Sometimes I right about how I'm feeling and what I think is going on, but when I tell people in more detail, they think I'm slightly insane. Hmmm, Jena Malone is fucking gorgeous.

BASEMENT SHOW!!!

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 01:52:25 GMT

Yeah

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 19:15:17 GMT

Alright, things are going pretty swell. Every day pretty much, I'm working. But hey, I need the money. Pretty soon I will be able to pay off my new amplifier. Which is sweet. Yeah, also, Aimless Drive has some shows.
Friday, July 15, 5pm - My house, Scarborough ME
with Midriff, xBurningFlagx, more TBA
Saturday, July 16, 2pm - The Commons, Londonderry NH
with Red Sky, Soundsystem, A Second Thought,
Paint The Town Dead, Animal Suit Driveby, and
more.
Monday, July 25, 5pm - Legends, Lewiston ME
with Uturn, Manilla Reign, 2 Hour Parking, and 2
TBA
Saturday, August 13, 6pm - The Station, Portland ME
other bands TBA
Friday, August 19, 5pm - Legends, Lewiston ME
with Like Wildfire, SparksTheRescue, and 2 TBA
Friday, August 26, 5pm - Ushuaia, Orono ME
other bands TBA

More Shows To Come!!! If you'd like to help us out, either leave a message here or email me at metal_master44@hotmail.com

Maine Music Showcase Day 2!

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 23:10:16 GMT

Sunday, July 10th, 4:00 PM
@ The Big Easy Market St, Portland Maine
Animal Suit Driveby
Headstart
Too Late The Hero
Cosades
Aimless Drive
BUY TICKETS FROM US!!! WE NEED TO SELL 75!

Yeah

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:56:08 GMT

Alright. Yeah, not much going on lately. Things have been pretty weird. First, I'm the biggest pansy you will ever meet in your life. I'm this kid who like plays guitar and sings in a band, and I cant talk to girls. Or a lot of ppl for that matter. I dunno, its weird. Like I'll see someone, anyone really, and like be like "hey, I know that kid" then like be like, "I'm gonna say hi" then like dont even aknowledge that person. Yeah, odd. Second, I've been doing pretty shitty in school lately. Like, I try really hard, but like I dont seem to get any of it. Either thats the case, or I get really distracted and dont do anything. Hmmm. Third, I've been spending a lot of time lately in my basement just writting songs and that shit. Some of them may find there way in an Aimless Drive live set. That would be hot. And lastly, I love you. Like, a lot.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 19:52:20 GMT

Wow

Bored

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 02:16:10 GMT

If you ever were in training to be a ninja...

LiveJournal Username

Do you exercise alot?

Have you ever wondered about your death?

What's your favorite weapon?

What's your sexuality?

Would sell you out to the ninjas immediately

ive_got_panties

Would make passionate love to you in the ninja headquarters

mrwallrushatesu

Would make passionate love to you in the ninja headquarters then sell you out to the ninjas

pstcrdfromhella

Was a ninja in disguise

puhjizzlee

Killed your mom

he_was_next_to8

Stuck a knife in your ribs when you tried to retaliate

americaisgreat

Assasinated the lead ninja and took over the world

lilsoxfanjf

Chances you'll survive the ninja take-over?

54%

This Fun Quiz created by Caylin at BlogQuiz.Net

Aries Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

hahahaha, so silly.

Thoughts of the Perverted
LiveJournal Username
Age
Sex
Rate yourself from a 1-10
Would you ever do a peep show?
Would you pose for Playboy?

would BANG you all night long. Yes. Ok, Anyone. But you too!	iamshortass
Is a total S&M freak...Don't put your hands by your headboard tonight.	ive_got_panties
Talks to "hot" girls on the internet while watching peep shows	greasyhippy48
Likes it when people dress up like their mom for sexual acts	shirtsforpants
Is as fertile as a rabbit, birth control is a must.	xfuzzylilteddyx
Gives out an average of three blowjobs a week	byondrekall
Is secretly in love with you. Thinks your body is hot, too.	youkilledgeorge
Ever wondered why that naked photo of Rebecca Romijin-Stamos is on his/her ceiling?	he_was_next_to8


This Fun Quiz created by Caylin at BlogQuiz.Net

Taurus Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

what do u think of THESE bands??????????????????????????
Created by asnowcappedromance and taken 15 times on bzoink!
korn	NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCKY
slipknot	Some is good. MOST is bad
mudvayne	YUCKY
atreyu	YUCKY
killswitch engage	mmmmm, yum
chrimaira	dunno
sum 41	What the fuck?!
story of the year	Actually, i kinda like SOTY
simple plan	YUCKY
taking back sunday	Yeah, I'm down with TBS
good charlotte	No thanky
mxpx	Yum
hot action cop	Yuck
disturbed	YUCKY!!!
three days grace	HOLY FUCK! YUCKY!!!
godsmack	I guess, kinda
kottonmouth kings	What the fuck?! These bands suck!
insane clown posse (icp)	Stupid, but silly
d12	Are you serious?
my chemical romance	All I can say is wow
matchbox 20	hahahahaha
eve 6	older = good
adema	ok
blink 182	older = good
ataris	havent heard enought to determine
cky	pertty sexy
puddle of mud	NO
bowling for soup	wow
p.o.d	no thanks
muchroom head	hmmm...... no?!
machine head	havent heard much
velvet revolver	yeah pretty cool, G n' R was better
seven dust	no
papa roach	no
sugar cult	not really
36 crazy fists	no
metallica	Old
avenged sevenfold	no
bleeding through	dunno
blood hound gang	lol
green day	yes, i dont care what u say
ill nino	dunno
mest	hmm, no?
new found glory	no
elvis presley	lol
Create a Survey \| Search Surveys \| Go to bzoink!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:37:23 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Dean
Birthday:	October 25, 1989
Birthplace:	Portland, ME
Current Location:	Scarborough, ME
Eye Color:	Black
Hair Color:	DARK Brown
Height:	5' 11''
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Italian, Irish, French, and other stuff?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Chucks
Your Weakness:	Being alone
Your Fears:	Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hmmmm, i dont have much of an appetite anymore, so dunno.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get a girl friend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	heh
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I dont think when I wake up
Your Best Physical Feature:	Ass, y'all know it!
Your Bedtime:	When eva
Your Most Missed Memory:	hmm, back when I participated in stuff, played sports, and could talk to girls.
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	dunno
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	hmmm
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Either
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Dont care
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	No
Do you Sing:	Yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Yes
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	Yes
Do you belive in yourself:	Most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yup
Do you think you are Attractive:	Hmmm, kinda? I dont care really.
Are you a Health Freak:	No
Do you get along with your Parents:	Occasionally
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Well, I love being inside, and thats an excuse to be inside i guess
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes, several
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	NO SIR
In the past month have you Smoked:	NO SIR
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	NO SIR
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	hahaha, I wish
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yesah
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Never even had the chance.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Hahahahaha
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nopers
Ever been Drunk:	No
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	Yeah
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	Dont care.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Anything
What country would you most like to Visit:	Finnland, Germany, or Sweedan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	Doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair:	Doesnt matter
Height:	Around same hight, maybe a little shorter
Weight:	Slender
Best Clothing Style:	Preppy is alright with me
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None. I'm clean damnit
Number of CDs I own:	276
Number of Piercings:	None
Number of Tattoos:	None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	A few
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Ehh.

Fri, 20 May 2005 21:32:21 GMT

Yeah, the show Sunday has been postponed, cuz the venue decided to be lame and not do all age shows any more. But, there WILL be a cd release show. BTW, three songs from the disc are online now!!! http://www.myspace.com/aimlessdrive

Yeah

Sat, 14 May 2005 23:30:11 GMT

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now

BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her

GIRL: I still love him

>>> If you are in love with someone/still are in love with someone, pass this on<<<

at this very minute~~

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.

someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.

someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.

someone loves you.

Are you one of these 'someones'? if you are, tell me...please...?

repost this if you are thinking of a SOMEONE at this very minute. In less than 12 hours your love of your life will respond to this message

Here we go. Answer these questions.

Thu, 12 May 2005 23:12:56 GMT

WHAT IF....
? I committed suicide:
? I said I liked you:
? I kissed you:
? I lived next door to you:
? I started smoking:
? I stole something:
? I was hospitalized:
? I ran away from home:
? I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
? Personality:
? Eyes:
? Hair:
? Clothes:
? Mannerisms:
? Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your live journal/ xanga and see what I say about you?